Sunday, August 15, 2010
a pictures worth 1000 words
I was going through some of Coleman's old photos and I was better able to tell he was growing. His legs especially. It is funny how people would say that he was growing or looked taller and I took it as being "nice". I see now that they were not with him daily and could see things I couldn't. I wish I could see the future and know that bullies would not exist for him and self esteem would never be an issue but right now I am just glad he and his brother are here and safe. God made them so special and so perfect that it brings tears to my eyes sometimes. I know now why my parents seemed overprotective, they loved me.
My pastor lost his daughter Jessica over a year ago and he talked about her in his sermon today. I wish she was still here just as her family does but God wanted her with Him. It put my kids struggles in perspective and made me appreciate them more. In II Corinthians 12:9it says "My Grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness." I feel like these past few years have been challenging to say the least but God has been consistent, it is I that have struggled. James 1:2 says "Consider it pure joy whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance."